
I really don't think there is anything worse than being the new girl (we just moved into a new ward) and having to introduce yourself one million times.
now don't think I hate people being friendly, because friendly people are the best. But I hate the awkward, lame girl I have become. Let me give you some fun examples from church yesterday:
1. A cute girl asked which part of Utah we moved from (answer: Highland/Alpine area) and I said, "Sandy...oh wait...(turning to chris)...where are we from..(long pause cause chris can't talk because he is flabbergasted from my answer)...oh yeah, the Highland/Alpine area."
2. The lovely girl sitting behind us in gospel doctrine class tapped my on the shoulder and said, "Hi, I am Summer."
And I replied, "Hi, I am summer." (I said it EXACTLY same as she did. I pretty much just mimicked her - her tone of voice and all. I felt like I was having an out of body experience and it took me a second to "wake up" and realize what the crap I just did) {thinking to myself: what in the heavens? your freaking name is NOT summer, and you are a freaking idiot}
"Oh my gosh, sorry, my name is Stacey."
Okay for real??!!! What is wrong with me? I was telling my sister, Julie, about what happened and she said that I have changed. I used to be really good at talking to people, I used to be able to make friends easily, and I used to be sooo not awkward and a mumbler.
I guess there is always next Sunday, right? Hopefully I haven't shot my chances on making friends. There are for sure at least two girls that are over me.
*an awkward picture for an awkward girl!